April 12, 2013

the Submission

To my reader,

     I am relieved.  But I feel like I should be dancing about the room with glee.  Or, at the very least, bouncing in my seat as I write this.  Yet, I can't be anything but composed and worn.
     Why should I be giddy?
     I sent out a story for publication.
     It's only a short story and for a contest, but it's the first time I've ever sent my work to a publisher.  This is the real deal.  If I win, I'd be published in Writer's Digest magazine.  I don't expect to make it into even the final round, but a girl can dream.
     I'm not sure if the rules would allow me to share the name of the piece here; otherwise I would tell you.  I do desperately want to share it!  However, I can show you the prompt for the contest.
     You're stranded on a desert island with three items: a coconut, a mask and a dictionary.  Write a story that explains how you use these items to help get you off the island.
     When I first read the prompt, I was as clueless as my mother.  In her words, it was "puzzle impossible."  Then, inspiration came to me.  I laughed, tossed the magazine aside, and forgot about the idea.
     A month later, I reread the prompt, the idea returned, and I wrote the short that I sent in.
     Let me correct myself.  My first draft is not the same story I submitted.  It went through many revisions before I pronounced it publishing worthy.  It's not finished; no story ever is.  Even now if I let myself into that state of mind, I could probably think of ways to improve my final draft.  Paraphrasing author Dave Cullen, "It isn't my absolute best work – because then I'd never let go of it – but it's something I'd be very proud to have published."
     When I finally had the cursor hovering over the send button, my story in the email, I still didn't feel totally ready to click.  But I was weary; I had spent hours on end laboring over the editing process.  Thus, I submitted my entry with minimal jitters.
     I write to you, hunger and anticipation beginning to stir my stomach.  If I am a finalist, I will write promptly after I float down from the ceiling.

This writer girl,
Janelle

2 comments:

Hailey B said...

Congratulations girl!
I hope your dreams soar higher than the ceiling your dancing on ;)

<3 Me

Janelle Brown said...

Haha! Thanks, Hailey! =)